Ready or Not

When will I get to know you?
I hope you know I'm yearning
Did nothing but to wonder
Will you ever be coming?

I know I shouldn't rush things
But I know I'm missing out
Don't want to end up excusing
This feeling just won't turn out

It is getting late, too late
Am I ever having you?
Just tell me now for I'll wait
Patient, until I'm due

Yet, what if you suddenly arrive
Well-dressed, beautiful and gleaming
Will I say you made me alive
Or maybe I start leaving...

Either way... I know I'm not ready
Will I ever be? When? How long? How soon?

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