Yesterday ended last night

I know that no matter how much I talk about it nothing will ever change. :-" I'm getting over it... and I really will, once I've written my thoughts down. :) I always pray so hard and I promise myself that I will do my best when I really want something in my life... Just as hard and just as much as a lot of other people who probably want the same things that I do. :) Who gets the dream and why are questions you don't want to attempt to answer if you don't want to go crazy. =))

At this point I have two options really: To get depressed or to learn how to accept. I can't see why this is happening to me but eventually everything will be clearer from where I stand, as it has always been. Coming to think about it, I was not supposed to study in LSGH until Ateneo told us I was late for enrollment. Now, everything makes so much sense and if went to Ateneo... I don't think I would have such an awesome high school experience the way LSGH has been for me. :) :) :) :) Two to three years from now, I know by then I could fully grasp the rationale of why I didn't pass Ateneo for college. :-bd

Everything happens for a reason and there is a purpose. (Hi Gregg!) I just have to trust the One who designs the bigger scheme of things. :) Of course, I will still practice MAGIS along the way. :)))))) ATENEO, I'M OVER YOU. :)

10 comments:

APRIL BATICAN ! said...

Hi Lorenz, I know we're not close and all but, here's a super tight virtual bearhug to at least make you feel better >>>:D<<<

Lorenz said...

April. >:D< Thank you. :) CONGRATS though. :-bd :D You should celebrate. :)

APRIL BATICAN ! said...

No problem :>
Thanks, but eh. I already, did. On my own again, wala nanamang paki pamilya ko =)) They're waiting for UPCAT results because that's the only school we could afford @_________@

Anonymous said...

There has got to be another way.

Karl said...

Lorenz! Don't lose hope. Maybe you can re-appeal for reconsideration together with kick-ass recoms from Ms. Amy and your Xavier pricipal. You can fight for this.

Bong said...

Hey, it's not the end of the world. There's a time for grieving, yes. Do grieve. But after, face the world like there's no tomorrow. The ball will still roll. Maybe He has better plans for you. ;) I hope you'll be ok man! :)

dana said...

Very well said. Your friend is right. Everything happens for a reason and that He has better plans for you. :)

Lorenz said...

@Bong and @Dana: >:D< Thanks you guys. :-bd APPRECIATE THE CONCERN. :) :) :) Your words really helped. :)

Karl said...

I am bothered..... I thought you were not going to be this mature in high school!!! Joke. Go make your own future lorenz!!!

Lorenz said...

:)))) I maybe childish but gets I know what I'm doing. ;;)

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