Tired trying

I've been trying really hard for the past two weeks to get started on the artworks I have to do but it just won't happen. :(((( My hands could bleed with the number of times I have attempted to finish my drawings. :(( I've constantly slept late and have faced the screen for a long time but still everything won't come together. I really have the hardest time drawing the eyes. Gaaah. Something about these elements being the windows to one's soul that makes it the most complicated part. :-L I have given all of my attention in trying to perfect them because no matter how great the other details of the drawing are, if the eyes are not alive and don't resemble the eyes of the person you are trying to draw, everything is USELESS. :((( Lord, help me please. Abstract art na lang para madali oh