2nd trime grades

my grades went down.although i am in the third honors list...it still doesn't satisfy me.you know the fact that next year's honors class only comprises the TOP 45 of the batch and it comes from both 2A and 2B. adding up the 1st and 2nd honors list of the honors class it already sums up to 29!!! 45-29= what? 16? meaning... there are only 16 slots left in 3A! waah! 16 slots that everyone is vying to get!even if i'm 3rd... there is no guarantee!i started out in the honors for 1st year and belonged to 2A this year. It's just that life wouldn't be the same or shall i say my life would drastically change when i won't be included.

so what should i do then? i think that everytime i receive my card i ask myself what's my next step. but the question really is what didn't i do? i have always strived to be in the 2nd honors list at most and still it hasn't been granted. i think that i have always tried to improve but i doesn't get noticed. which is frustrating, to say the least, that they always say i'm being complacent!

here is a run-down of comments i have per subject!

MATH its a subject i really wanna be good at but it is very confusing to me at times. i really give it my all in tests and exams but i just couldn't do it. i think that i did well but it ends up with a low grade. haha! i kinda accepted the reality that it isn't my forte! i like to think that my right brain functions better than my left! so what!?!?!

BIO interestingly, this subject is one of my favorite! i thought that i would have a hard time understanding this subject because last year science gave me a hard time. i enjoy this class because there are definitely many things that i can learn and its just that it is taught in an interesting way!

ENGLISH my classmates think that i think that i'm good in english! i NEVER said that. i'm really practicing still so that i could be more fluent but time will come i would prove to those people that i could bring it on! haha.

SOC SCI i don't like social science that much. i do love to get involved in the society however there are plenty of names and events to remember. in our exams we have to arrange the order of events and believe me i always flunk that part. haha!

CL i'm surprised that my grade got an increase! big time! i like the subject because we get to think and get more in touch not only with ourselves but most importantly with God. we always have film viewings and stuff like that. note-taking is the most difficult aspect of attending this class though.

FILIPINO i don't like it as much as i used to. wow, i never believe i could say that. but hey! it's my blog! I'm proud of being Filipino and Bisaya at the same time. i have no problems with that but i have many buts which i can't say as of the moment!

ART i love this subject! my classmates are quite apprehensive with art.. but me? i love the arts! definitely my FORTE!
DRAFTING is a subject that seems to be your architectural/interior designing type of class. i used to be TOP 1 until this trime... argh!

PE i don't like PE!

COMPUTER in computer we don't study computer but a software we use that's called Macromedia Flash MX! see? so... that should be called a FLASH MX class right? haha.. but anyway, i like the class and i'm always surprised that i don't get to do that well!